YMonday, February 12, 2007
Labels: just dont.
shouldn't life be beautiful..wonderful..meaningful..??
heh.
bollocks. what he said is true, i am a true definition of a Beautiful Disaster.
and i am amazed to why he still wana stay and stick with me till im ready regardless of the bad shitless things that i told him. damned. u got me weirded out by what u say.
im confused to why u'd want to waste ur time waiting for a girl who's already numbed?
someday we'll know.
and someday i hope u'll know how dumb it is to wait for me. cuz im just a waste of your time.
you have everything, why me?
zack knows that there's a long list of bad points to describe me.
which is also equivalent to "a waste of time"..
so come on..u can just move on and stop wasting ur time waiting for me.
cuz i was hurt by the past, and the past got me numbed.
yes..i guess i now know why you're calling me a Beautiful Disaster.
cuz i am disastrous.
maybe one day..u'll realise that i am doing u a favour.
life should be beautiful meaningful and wonderful for you..
but it doesnt have to include me in it.
i dont know what's wrong with me. i dont know why i cant be what u want me to be.
maybe im still holding on to somthing else.
i don't know..till i figure myself out,
don't waste your time..waiting in vain.
just don't waste your time doing what u do.
i do treasure having you..but not the way u want me to.
_callous_ was here with you at
YTuesday, February 06, 2007
i bet you've moved on.. and i dun bloody know why the hell am i still holding on.
heh.
i felt like i've met an angel. but yet im unsatisfied.
i need to know why.
_callous_ was here with you at